The Man and His Boy
There was an old man broken and torn.
The look of his hand wrinkled and worn.
He had such a look, he must have a tale.
So I petitioned to see, what all had befell.
Now I warn you, I've never heard a person so sad.
Never, not once, since I’ve been but a lad.
But I think its worth telling, this old poor man’s fate.
I think its worth telling, that we may escape.
It starts off quite happy, with a boy and his dad.
They loved being together, every moment they had.
They’d laugh and they laugh, both filled with love.
They both fit together, like a hand in a glove.
Now each day was a joy, but they didn’t have much.
Just a one room apartment, with a bed and a hutch.
And one more possession, a little small horse.
With white and brown speckles, and hair kind of coarse.
They loved that horse, though it wasn't much to see.
They’d ride it together, with so, so much glee.
They’d groom it and feed it, with such tender care.
It was part of the family because it was theirs.
Dad worked so hard, he had to you see
Times, they were tough, and food wasn’t free
He worked at a forgery, stoking the stoves
Man it was hot, he’d sweat through his clothes
Each day he rose early, to go off to work
Just one minute late, his boss went berserk
He’d work and he’d slave, shoveling the coal
All these long hours, taking their toll
He couldn’t stop though, he had his boy to work for
His son’s life would be better, that was for sure
So he worked and he saved, the little he could
His son was bound for college, and things would be good.
Now, each day the boy left, he’d go off to school
And then do his homework, that was the rule.
He too must work hard, to go get good grades
Then go off to college, where he’d have it made.
See, dad had big hopes, his boy would have a better life.
Earning a living wouldn’t be such a strife.
While the boy was at school, Dad would work and would slave.
Hard manual labor, with hardly any pay.
That was okay though, cuz he had his boy.
One day he’d have it better, oh what a joy.
Each day he would work, each day he would save.
His boy’d go to college, his way would be paved.
So life went on, that was the plan.
Years went by, and the boy became a young man.
And it came time, for father and son to depart.
Although it'd be hard, it was time for college to start.
They said their goodbyes, tears rolled down the Dad’s face.
He couldn’t believe it, his son was leaving this place.
His pride and joy, bout to walk out the door.
For a good cause, to become something more.
So the boy took off, to start with his studies
And when he got there, he made a few buddies.
He studied and studied, schedule full to the brim.
He started off strong, nothing could stop him.
And every so often, he'd send the old man a card.
He missed him you see, the distance was far.
But he worked and he read, as Dad would have him do.
He had a mission, frivolity was eschewed.
Now, you see back at home, Dad was so proud.
He’d dream of his boy, see him pleasing the crowds.
He continued to work day after day.
College wasn’t cheap, and someone had to pay.
It was just the man and his horse, left back at home
He’d go out and ride, when he felt all alone
The Dad missed his boy, but he still had his horse
He didn’t lose both, that would’ve been so much worse
As time wore on, things started to change.
His boy wrote less frequent, it really felt strange.
College must be busy, Dad told himself.
He worked even harder to send extra help.
He was worried his boy could use a little cash.
So he worked so hard he broke into a rash.
About money, he didn't want his son to worry or stress.
He was to focus on school, he would be a success.
Again time pressed on, dad heard less still.
But was ever so faithful in paying the bills.
At night he would wonder, how’s he doing, where must he be?
To think of him struggling, it made his heart flee.
He have been working, and just constantly reading
With deadlines due, time must have been fleeting
The boy had no time, Dad told himself
But to not talk at all? Could it be something else?
He must be in trouble! Something had to be wrong.
He hadn’t heard from his boy, it’d been oh so long!
More money, more money, that must be what he needs.
I’ll send it straight to him! The man’s heart did decree.
But how? More money? The man didn’t have anything more...
Oh wait, there was something, the horse was still left in store!
So he quickly went and sold him, got the money to send
And just like that, he’d lost his last friend.
With the horse gone, by himself, all alone
He’d dream of his boy, his heart it would groan
He worked each day, with hope that he’d hear
Another empty mailbox, another empty year
Lonely so lonely, his heart ached with such pain
Like another empty desert, waiting for the rain
He missed his son, what could have gone wrong?
He knew he'd come back, there love was too strong
Time passed by, 4 years for a degree
Dad still heard nothing, but still he believed
His boy would come home, with such great stories to tell
Things would get back to normal, things would be swell
No longer checking the mailbox, he’d sit by the door
And wait for a knock, his boy would come home for sure
But the waiting continued, no sign, not at all
Weeks turned to months, and his hope started to fall
Maybe one extra year, yeah that must be it!
His boy was just focused, he never taught him to quit!
Maybe he changed his major, or got a greater degree
He couldn’t wait to find out, he couldn’t wait to see!
The fifth year rolled by, still no sign of the boy
But masters take 6 years, oh what a joy!
Number 6 went by, his boy would be a doctor!
By the time 8 went by, dad was a professional door watcher.
Once 8 went by, things started to change
A feeling of doubt, had his boy been estranged?
Something must have happened, Had his boy lost his health?
All of these thoughts, they were awful the old man felt.
Finally, realization set in - his boy wasn’t coming home.
Why didn’t he tell me? The man’s spirit did moan.
And as it set in, he started to cry
Nothing could comfort, no matter how hard he tried
He cried and he cried, with no sign of relief
The rest of his life would be tumult and grief
Why didn’t he come? Why didn’t he write?
The man was left to wonder the rest of his life.
Now the man was broken, so long he had hoped
For any kind of happiness, in the dark he did grope
He’d given his life, for the boy now you see
He'd given his life, now for nothing it did seem
Now what happened to the boy, is what makes the story even sadder
When I learned for myself, I got all the madder
But there’s a lesson to be learned, so listen and see
Hear what the boy did, and learn to be free
When the boy went off, he had hope in his eyes
He’d provide for his Dad, that was the prize
He’d work hard in school, graduate lickety split
And then be back home, back where he did fit.
He liked all his classes, but his teachers, they were stern
This might be quite hard, he now began to learn
He buckled in, with focus and drive
He knew how to work, and started to thrive
Since Dad paid the bills, he didn’t have to work
So he focused on his classes, and never did he shirk
He did have some free time, to go and make new friends
He never would’ve chose them, if he knew how this thing ends
As time pressed on, all his friends started to say
School is for losers, why should we have to pay?
All this learning, and this teaching, is all gobbledygook
Why spend all this time reading, all these dumb dumb books?
At first he didn't listen, but his friends, they were fun
They'd go and cause mischief, and invite him to come
He'd tell them he couldn't, they'd beg and they’d plead
Sometimes he relented, to party with them see
These parties weren't cheap though, there was much questionable fun
Things dad had warned of, warned his dear, dear son
Again the boy resisted, he knew what was right
But it all looked enticing, and within his soul, he did fight!
At first he just watched, not wanting to get involved
But certain girls with their prying, weakened his resolve
He finally relented, just once though, is what he said
Famous last words, as his entire life would then upend
Once turned to twice, two turned to three
His whole life was bound, no longer was he free
His mind had one track, he thought of nothing else
School went to the wayside, all he thought of was himself
He needed more money, this lifestyle wasn't cheap
Instead of buying books, dad's money did he reap
He dropped out of school, as Dad still paid the bills
He pocketed the cash, and used it all at will
Things were great, he had money, now all his time it was free
He now had Nothing to do, he now had nothing to be
From party to party, life was all about fun
Go hard and then sleep in, is how his new life run
As time moved on though, things weren't quite as grand
No party was big enough, no matter how long it had been planned
The boy started grasping for meaning, something to be
He'd wasted his time at school, he had now come to see
Sometimes he would long, to see his old dear man
To go back on home, he even started to plan
He'd grown tired of living, such a wasteful life
His conscious would pain him, it was actually quite the strife
But no he couldn't, he'd messed up too dang bad
He'd couldn't go back now, Dad would be too dang mad
If he went back, what would his old man do?
Would he kill him? Wreck him? he’d surely go unglued
That really wasn't the problem, the boy soon realized
Dad was too dang loving, even if he'd messed up both their lives
It was the boy's own conscious, he couldn't face his Dad
After all that he’d been through, since he had been a lad
His entire life, Dad had worked to send the boy to school
And then he went and blew it, went and blew it like a fool
His dad faithfully sent money, this whole long, long time
The way he had treated it, it should have been a crime
Though the boy longed to see him, he wouldn't, not a chance
He wouldn't get close, wouldn't even risk a glance
He couldn't forgive himself, that was the problem now you see
He couldn't forgive himself, and thus he could never be free
Dad would have been happy, to have his son return
In fact, he would have given anything, to take away the burn
He wouldn’t have cared, the time and money had gone to waste
The man wanted his son, no matter what the state
And thus is the tragedy, what makes the story so sad to tell
And thus is the tragedy, to foreshadow the pains of hell
He would have begged his son to come back, and live with him you see
But the conscience of the boy, would never let it be
I had a little lump in my throat as I read this, Cole. Great message and very well written. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDelete-Zack Hansen
Thanks Zack! That means a lot! I'm glad you liked it!
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